Thursday, March 26, 2009

my hats off ; my hands clappd ; my head bowd ; my heart low


yuh know tha intro ; so say it tew yoself ; then read ; this bloq is dedicatd tew my . . . well he wasnt my anythinq ; but he surely coulda been ; im sobbinq &++ im hurtinq ; soakinq in my tears ; lemme jst make it short &++ simple ; a boy namd TAE-TAE (obviously a nickname] ; has left us &++ traveld on tew better thinqs ; a better place ; he passd thursday, march 19, 2009 (a day that will remain always important in my lyfe] ; he was a 15 year younq sophmore that attended overton hiqh school (my hiqh school] ; there is no real solid story as tew what happend or how he passd ; &++ i dont think he would appreciate me tellinq ; but i will say that he is &++ will truely be forever missd ; his funeral was yesterday ; wednesday, march 25, 2009 (yet another day that will remain forever important in my lyfe] ; &++ i could not qo ; yes i wantd tew but deep inside . . . i truely did not want tew ; why miqht yuh ask ?? not that i have tew answer but because ; lyke somebody else that has died that was not close tew me but that i felt close tew ; tae-tae left this earth jst a tad bit tew soon ; phxck a tad ; he left tew soon ; but God needed baqk a true qoon ; that miqht be a bold statement but thats how i feel ; he was a quiet yet cool kat ; he miqht not have known me for lonq or not even rememberd me at all ; but he made an impact on my lyfe just that quick ; within tha exactly 7 days i talkd tew him ; they meant tha world tew me ; if yuh havent quessd it ; i had a crush on him &++ when i finally qot tha quts tew talk tew him (yes me swaqqaholic was actually nervous tew talk tew a boy] was tha friday before he passd ; i didnt even qet a chance tew see him aqain ; so i say this now &++ announce it tew tha world ; tae-tae i cared doode ; &++ whether or not yuh can see this ; i love yuh man ; (not as a qyrlfrend anymore] but i really do care ; my prayers qo out tew yuhr moms &++ family because they truely lost somethinq that tyme, $$, &++ tears cant brinq baqk ; a qewd doode ; a son ; a fwend ; a brother ; yet another solider ; quintavius (quite sadly i need a spell cheq boo ; forqive ??] i jst now stoppd cryinq ; &++ i dont wanna start aqain ; but i truly wanna say (since i didnt qet a chance tew] bye bye boo ; or rather yet see ya later because we will see each other aqain in heaven ; bet on it =)) ; so really yall know tha outro ; say it &++ im THEE swaqqaholic ; siqninq outtiesz with dhat 2finquh split ; lyke a fierce tiqer ... MEOW BxTCH !! (poof) &++ im qone ; yeh diqq !!

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