qeometrically speakinq ;
WELCOME TO THE DIAMOND ; where yuh qet with us or qet steppd on ; aint feelinq us ;
WHO CAREZ ; we feelinq ourselves ; now speakinq on behalf of dxmn near everybody ; it takes me a minute tew qet usd tew drastic chanqe ; am i riqht ?? thouqht so !! so cuttinq tew part of tha chase ; as a little kidd we do thinqs that our parents wouldnt let us do if we were older ;
for example : takinq
showers with thee
opposite sex ,
sleepinq over at thee
opposite sexez house , etc ; but i quess they fiqure yuhr younq
&++ yuh dont know what yuhr could be doinq ; or else they fiqure if they start off this close they will be lyke brother
&++ sister ; but anyway i had a couple of those ppl that i qrew tew think of that way ;
several of which i still know &++ luhv ; but i really want tew point out
uno in particular ; i will qive
him an initial
'G' ; now
'G' &++ i were so close as younqsters ;
not so mucc as takinq showerz tewqether ; but sleepinq in each otherz bed ; qettinq dressd in each others room at tha same tyme ; sharinq clothes (yes i was a tom boy) ;
we were really, really close ; but traqedy struck when he movd away for quite sometyme ; i then
found a
new person that i did all those thinqs with
(not in anyway kinky) ; we
slept over each others house ; i
slept in his bed [but he was on tha floor] ; we just did a lot of thinqs that
onlii a
brother &++ a sister would do ; so then on that cold
April morninq when i packd up
&++ movd tew
memphis 10 ; i qot a phne call around
5pm eastern tyme from one of my closest buddiez from
baqk in tha daii ; they told me
&++ i quote
"quess whos baqk ?? ...'G'" ; yes of course i was happy yet ... devastatd ; why yuh myte ask ?? well im qlad yuh did ; i was devastatd because i wouldnt be able tew see my
"brother" for a very lonq lonq tyme ; now just a couple of hours aqo i qot a messaqe with his email in it tellinq me tew qo
&++ add his myspace ; tew my shockinq suprise ;
HE . WAS . ALL-GROWN-UP !! its still reqisterinq in my mind that ; my
"brother" 'G' ; whom ive known since
3 is now
16 ; he went
from diapers tew
areopastle ; he went
from 4 feet 2 tew
6 foot 10 ; he went
from wimpy boy who cant pick up my byke ; tew
6 pac muscle bound who can pick up all my 175 pounds ; he went
from pee wee runninq baqk ; tew
hiqh school quaterbaqk ; he went
from little doode from around tha corner ; tew
BOMB.ASX.SEXY.BOY.NEXT.DOOR !!
&++ what really is killinq me is that if he was any other doode ; i would be all over him ; but he's not any other doode ;
HE'S EFFINq 'G' !!!! i quess with me really
knowinq him from diapers makes him less appealinq ; but it just really hasnt reqisterd in my mind that he is ...
all qrown up now ;
i d k what tew do ;
i d k what tew say ; im just
baffled ,
discombobulated , just ...
OOBER PHYSCHODELIC FUNKDAFIED !!
(oh yes ... i went there] ;
just qimme some advice yall ; im so in tha dark here !!! so since i cant really say anythinq else because im in total complete shock ; lyke i always qotta let em know ; circles may be infinite but
DIAMONDS are forever ; so on behalf of
THE DIAMOND &++ its inhabitants ;
this is thee swaqqaholic siqninq outtiesz with that 2finquh split ; yeh diqq !!
